I am a horrible person!!
I make plans and then fall through. UGH.
I'm sorry.

So, this was my weekend:
Saturday- Polish School project, took all day long, sorta got it done, really... not. Krystian couldn't come... well, more like he wasn't informed about the gathering because of a failure of communtication between the four of us and laying off of responisbilities. All the same, it was an odd day - from 12:30 - 6:00, working on one slideshow, getting only 6 slides done, and yet it took so long. yup.
Sunday- morning- spent it being nagged by my mom to clean my room, later threatned to have my laptop taken away, ate some rather nasty soup and gummy, dry meatballs- but really, i did nothing.
afternoon- cleaned, cleaned, cleaned, ALL AFTERNOON and never finished. (though i filled 4 bags full with trash) it's still not done. really, a job to be worried about during the summer when you can throw away school papers without any worry.
Monday- i was kidnapped and taken to IKEA. not that i dislike IKEA, personally, i love the place, The only thing is that if you were to go there with my mom, you'd understand how absoutely draining and tiring shopping there is. we left home at 12, got home at 5. (hour long drive across the city and back) 4 hours. ahhh. and when i got back i had to clean even more in order to "prepare" my room for a new desk and shelves. (yayy, finally!)
and i just realised i still have homework in art. >:C

In other news-
I CAN NOT WAIT FOR SUMMER!!!!

1. Chris is comming over for 10 days (only 10 ) at the begining of july. (chirs is my cousin. we're the same age and stuff so he's kinda... the best!! lol.) and so i'm pretty excited! last time he was in Edmonton we both kinda had epiphanies about how we have a lot of common ground and stuff, so we've been getting along really well since then (proven when i went to vancouver) and stuff...blah blah blah....i haven't seen him in a year. wow.
2.i'm giong to be helping my grandpa around the new house, renovating and fixing stuff thats going to be fun- pointing walls and cleaning...well, other then that, it's going to be fun.
3.I might get a job, we'll see, depending on how i'm feeling and how my sanity is doing in comparison with bordom levels. the question is- where?
4.i feel like a total bitch, i neglect my friends all year long and then come summer i suddenly want to hang out and stuff. thats horrible, isnt it. is it?
5.FTW, i might not be taking summer school anymore, which is BAD, not good at all, i need that so i can manage that plan i have, like Hermione (lol) in the 3rd book where she attempts to take all the classes possible. so i need summer school, and for some reason, it turns out i am not quite registered so i have to get that done. AGHHHHHHHHHH!?!?!!
6. OH GOD, a break! i really really badly need one. this year has been absolute hell. just a great big blurr of smoke and horrible decisions. i can barely even remember any of it. As if none of it even happened. My well being - both mental and phisical feels kinda low. Like if i was using up every last bit of my energy everyday just to get by though the day, doing the absolute minimum. Feels like being in the most beautiful country side and being forced to take the fastest, shortest way though it. It just doesnt feel right.
So, summer is comming and i hope to jump off this dumb train and start strolling though and exploring that country side. Yeaaah.

I cannot wait. i just want to get this school year over and done with already! 45-ish days left!

***other news.
I downloaded a whole lot of classical music. Chopin is the BEST!! my favourite piece by him- Polonaise.
Also, i put my mind towards learnign the full version of Fur Elise. I should have done this years ago!! i have the notes down right, mostly, i'm working on the speed of things right now, but seeing as i only stared on thursday- i am doing GOOD!!!
i think next i'll reteach myself Canon in D and then i will make a wild attempt at one of Chopins crazy peices, hopefully with more success then last time.